Thursday, January 31, 2008

A Bitch or a Giant? You decide

Sunshine and daisies. That's the positive energy I'm releasing today. Sunshine and daisies. As my fiance told me to "be the bigger person" this morning, I started thinking to myself "I must be a giant by now, because I'm always taking the high road and being the bigger person". So I ask you this---why is it that I have to be the bigger person? Yet again to say the least. I'm tired of being the bigger person. For once, I want to be the bitch that everyone hates. But then I think "maybe I am the bitch that everyone hates and I just haven't gotten the memo yet." You see my dilemma. Am I the bitch, or am I the giant?

Personally, today, I'd much rather be the bitch than the giant because at least then I could focus on myself this weekend and not on someone else. Seems like it's always someone else. Dustin needs this or we need this and we need you to do this and can you be here at this time? If you haven't noticed yet, it's definitely a whoa is me kind of day. So let's just roll with it. I was raised to be the giant, not the bitch, but good grief it'd be a lot nicer to be the bitch sometimes don't ya think?

No waiting in lines, no worrying about cutting people off, or letting this car in or this car. Just easy coasting. Sounds perfect don't ya think? No "sure, i'll do whatever you'd like for me to" just doing whatever I want.....greatness.

If I choose to be the bitch one day and you're on the receiving end, I apologize in advance. But even giants need their rest.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Yahoo messenger? Apparently not

So who buys a phone that is apparently incompatible with everything they would like to do? Oh me! That's right. While the new blackberry is totally cool and red (my fave) it does not however seem to want to download Yahoo messenger. And that's one of the things I really wanted it for?! What the heck? Whatev. Be mad at me phone, see if I care. But if you get the chance, do you think you could download Yahoo messenger? Thanks.

Oh, and leave it to me to curse myself. After boasting about not having a period and not having any migraines accompanied with it, what do I do? Start my period and am now on the verge of a migraine. Thank you Jesus!

blog post numero uno

Okay, so it's been a long, long time since I've taken the time to post anything on any sort of blog, so we'll see how this goes!

So..what's new? the Diddy (fiance) and I are patiently waiting for April and thus the start of the mad dash for the wedding. It's all very exciting, but very exhausting. What kind of flowers? What kind of color scheme? What about decorations? If you invite so and so then you have to invite so and so!! It's all so very overwhelming. On second thought, I might have opted for an elopement and not this long engagement wedding shindig that we're going for! But in the end, it will hopefully, fingers crossed, be the most memorable day of my life to date. (I'm guessing child birth is also very memorable to say the least) So we'll see how everything goes. Now that I have this space where no one can tell me to quit complaining, I'm sure there will be lots of discussion about the wedding and everything in general.

the Diddy and I have started working out more frequently. Well, just working out is a big step in the right direction. Thus far, we've been swimming, which is actually kicking my tail end pretty hard. I can't believe that I have gotten this out of shape! I mean, granted, I've managed to eat Taco Bueno rather than salad and to lay on the couch rather go to the gym, but man, this is going to be tough! So we started on Sunday and took a breather on Monday to go back last night. We added more laps to the routine, but really killed ourselves in the process. I thought the Diddywas going to punch me out right there in the pool! But alas, we made it and no one died. Although I really thought that I might towards the end when my legs felt like spaghetti. The other folks in the pool started giving us the look of "you guys are crazy! Take a breather" and that's when I knew it was time to bail out on the work out. We must have looked like little red tomatoes wilting in the water or something. Still haven't gotten the stupid smell of chlorine out of my hair. GROSS!

the Diddy is in the market for a job related to the health care field. While he's fine with his job, he wants something that will get him more into the hospital setting and back on his feet. We shall see where that takes us as well. Hopefully right into a new house! Still looking although it's starting to be a little discouraging. It's way harder than I thought it would be! But Andrea is great and things will eventually work out I am sure!

Doggies are doing good! Wilson finally graduated from puppy training school (yes, they were aware that he's 5, not a pup) but the fact is he still graduated!!! Bailey has a pinched nerve at the moment, but she's getting better. It was causing her to have these crazy spasms and she just looked so scared and in pain! Like "Guys! What is this?"

I'm sure there will be more later, but this will keep you satisfied for now!!!